So talked to Bryan, I miss him, he is such a good friend if only because he is as eccentric as I am. we talked about relationships and how things are so complicated even when they shouldn't be. especially regarding long distance and school breaks. I have been trying to get in touch with Ronnie but he says there is I have a curse of always calling ( Read more... )

So this is what's up: I haven't posted in the longest time because there was no need to, i had other methods of getting in touch with people and letting them know what's going on in my life. I am only updating now because I just don't want to go to bed just yet. I had a great time in Fort Lauderdale, I didn't do everything I wanted or even get to ( Read more... )

well, good news first, my transformation is coming along pretty nice. I have talked to pretty much all of my close friends. Bryan online, ronnie and dave online and on the phone, jay, craig, jill, etc in person. I've talked to Brad's mother, but not Brad himself. Bryan is doing okay, ronnie has something he wants to tell me, but can only tell me in ( Read more... )

Purgatory ( Read more... )

Well, unfortunately I was not able to move on, I have thought about it for what, a week, two weeks now. Fernando was a friend when I needed one, I never fully felt appreciated, but I in his eyes I wasn't always doing what a real friend would do. I didn't really understand that before. Now thinking about it and talking with Fernando again I see the ( Read more... )

So I talked to Fernando, he and I both agreed to let go and move on. Our Friendship is dead by his hand not mine though. I made a mistake, yes, but he has wanted to get rid of me for a while, he will be missed but I have a new perspective on life, he wasn't worth it really. He was really only my friend out of pity I believe, I was a lonely kid in a ( Read more... )

Okay, I was searching around on the internet, I was actually looking for posters and pictures to print on my wall, and I wanted some punk/emo things, cause I'm into that, anyway, I found a bunch of anti-emo sites and stuff like that. Okay, I am not down with the whole depression, suicide, cutter crap, but I like the emo style at times. The problem ( Read more... )

This week went by kinda slow, but now that we have a four day weekend, I'm happy. Friday, I hung with Craig and his family, we watched the new Amityville Horror on DVD. then Craig and I stayed up talking and stuff. Saturday we got up went and got Heather in Providence and went to the Providence Mall, we had Popeye's chicken, so good!!! Craig bought ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart
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