I received an email today warning that livejournal was going to purge an inactive community if I did not post an entry within 15 days. I went to check it out, I barely even remembered it. The reason, it turns out, that I barely remember it, is because no one ever posted. Oh well, bye bye community. It has however prompted me to post an entry for ( Read more... )

I can’t wait to get my own place. I have had people suggest I stay here as long as I can and save money, but it’s not so easy. Don’t tell me you know it’s tough to live with the folks. Everyone knows that, but geez. I feel like I get the blame for so much. I feel like I make their life harder. If I move out ( Read more... )

I am in shock. Someone sent me a message on myspace offering a gig at a local spot. They said they like the "vibe" or something like that. Wow........

i am in complete shock at how much I am hurting. I didn't even think this was possible anymore. I was told that I never made her feel like I wanted to be with her long term. I just can't understand it. How could she possibly see it that way????

Went somewhere yesterday that I have not been in at least twenty years. White Lake. It was a nice day trip. Got to swim a little and ride a couple of rides. I learned how to play a new song a couple of days ago. I learned how to play Landslide. I have rather enjoyed knowing how to play it too. Now, I am gonna go eat my bagel and finish getting

I FINALLY HAVE A HEARING DATE FOR DISABILITY!!!! I just got the letters from my lawyer a couple hours ago. I am working on gathering some information. It is scheduled for June 15th. Wish me luck. Light a candle. Pray to whatever god you believe in, and ask him or her to forward a message to my god. Cross your fingers, etc.....

I am back home. I came back thursday. I have kept myself pretty busy. I have had to run to the store several times. I had to run a few errands like taking back library books, selling school books. I went out to dinner night before last, and lunch yesterday and a movie last night. Didn't think I would be this busy. I have so much catching up to do ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing in so freakin long. It's so sad. I am going to try and make it a point to update more. Lets see how long I last. I find myself in Erie, PA for the past month, hanging out with a friend that I met on here, or was it deadjournal? either way, here I am. I have seen new and interesting things. At least they where ( Read more... )

*sigh*
why do I bother

The last few days have been a living hell. My marriage is over. My wife and son are gone, and it is all my fault. It was bound to end, but I sure could have handled things better. Right now things are calm. I haven't seen that in a while. When all the dust settles perhaps I can start picking up the pieces.