I was lying in bed last night and couldnt fall asleep, i was having one of those end of the day swirls of emotion. I was thinking about how stressed out i am, and how i feel like i havent been authentic enough to people, i havent really confronted issues head on while they're happening, i let it fester inside of me, i feel like ive been failing to ( Read more... )

ive had a very stressful and anxious day and my horoscope said this would happen...go dammit.

well im done with my first full week of work. Its been okay, exhausting because i havent had a job that keeps me on my feet like this one in quite a while, but i like feeling drained after coming home from work, i like feeling like ive worked for 6 hours instead of walking out of an office building feeling harsh sunlight after soaking up florescent ( Read more... )

last night i went to the e-room and my sweater got stolen by these two lezzbians, im so pissed off about it, i came home and watched new york minute, it was wonderful of course in that bad car wreck kinda way. I have to do laundry today. ugh!

I started my new job this week. Its okay, nothing fantastic, the schedule is nice, i get to work alone and close by myself, and its super super chill, so im pretty excited. Im just hoping having this job doesnt prevent me from working on some of the projects i was goaling for myself in the next coupla months. Last night i sat around the house, and ( Read more... )

The good news is that i have a job and im staring tomorrow, yay! The bad news is that i heard from adrian today that zahale was involuntarily put in the psych ward by her mother and im really worried about her, girl may be a little kooky and need to work on some things, but there is no reason for this. It's so fucked up.

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I had a job interview today and it was weird cause the guy who conducted the interview did all the talking he didnt really ask me any questions...i couldnt tell if he was interested in hiring me so he just let me know everything id ever want to possibly know about the position oin like half and hour or if he was just talking my ear off for no ( Read more... )