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i went over to adrians house yesterday, its so addicting it sucks you in, now i know why hes so consumed in his life. i really adore some of his roomates and friends but theres something about his situation that leaves me feeling uneasy, annoyed, and spiteful. hmmm.

Why do i suddenly feel backstabbed and like everyones out to get me, why do i have a feeling that people are being really sneaky about their issues without just saying it, how come i have a pretty good idea that i know this is not just my imagination, and why oh why am i not saying anything and giving in to this passive agressiveness. maybe im just ( Read more... )

I lost my job today, big fucking suprise, it was so weird, it was a smooth goodbye, people were sweet, the other employees couldnt believe it. But this totally fucking sucks. I mean id like to think that it happened for a reason but now i have to deal with it. find a new job. blah blah blah. Its okay them buffalo girls were fucking me up, making me ( Read more... )

I just bought a comic book called "Trucker Fags in Denial", it's really great but ive gotta stop spending my money on such dumb shit! buying stupid shit just puts me in a better mood. oh well... someday ill be good with money.

Today i went to work and got some nasty vibes from my manager, she kept acting really annoyed with me, she wanted me to run errands but i couldnt cause my foot is still hurt ( Read more... )

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Yesterday my energy level was way down, the day before that i was super snippy and couldnt even deal. I dont know what is with me, i think im just sick of my fucking ankle being sprained, its really given me a whole new appreciation for what my body can do when its working okay. So no more couch patatodom for me, when i get better im so joining a ( Read more... )

Went to a party last night, it was so damn fancy, the house felt like a fucking ikea showroom, so vintage futuristic post-modern to the worst extreme, you had to take off your shoes to go inside. I sat in a big white chair on the lawn, drank my pabst 40 and talked shit with Jose and Devan the whole time. Sometimes that feels better than mingaling ( Read more... )

I just got back from Faerie Coffee, Im tired as hell, my ankle is still sprained, and i woke up this morning to the god awful keyboard music playing at the cchurch across the street. Damn now i know whay people use this thing. To Bitch Bitch Bitch! Devan uses live journal to compensate for not having a fag hag. He told me so.