I am a strong individual with lots of willpower. I may be sitting on my ass watching vh1 specials all day, but i am currently doing as much as i can to make things better for myself. I can overcome this obsticle with some intense drive and still maintain a sense of who i am and what it is that i really want to accomplish. I can look in the mirror ( Read more... )

heartbreak is horrible, but a crush is annoying as fuck...is there a medium...and dont tell me its love...cause i already know there is no such thang.

i went to adrians house last night for his party, girl looked like one fine drag queen, let me tell you yo. i got so fucking drunk , adrians roomates played spin the bottle, i think i made out with just about everyone there. This girl Thea, was really agressive, i dont even know any butch ass boys that kisss that rough, damn! But yeah there were ( Read more... )

theres nothing like sitting in frnt of a fan for 2 hours watching trainspotting on a hot summer day.

i woke up this morning really late, and cant figure out what to do with myself ( Read more... )

Today i went to the sandy river with crash, jose and amithyst. It was fabulous, a bit of a hike and too many people there but it was still nice to jump in the nice cool water. Its so fucking hot today, and the worst part is that in oregon there is no relief for this cause no one is prepared, i mean whose gonna have a/c that they turn on two days a ( Read more... )

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is no way to get ahead in this world. My body couldnt seem to pull itself from the sheets this morning, and my head is pounding even though im not hungover. Im trying to stay as positive as possible but its hard when your just an unemployed wreck of emotional baggage and serious conversations still linger in your head.

about absolutely nothing.