By the way, still broken up with the asshole. I was drunk last night and decided to call and leave him a voicemail letting him know we are OFFICIALLY and PERMANENTLY over. Then I called again today so I could say, "Hey, sorry about last night I was pretty drunk...I meant to say all that AND that while you were out fuckin that ugly bitch, and ( Read more... )

I'm not entirely sure how accurate this is about WHAT makes me part nerd/geek/dork, but the fact that it puts me at normal is right on the money. :) Well, when it comes to THAT sort of thing...I have no delusions about being normal.

Joe Normal
39 % Nerd, 21% Geek, 17% Dork

For The Record:

A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/ ( Read more... )

I am SO done on that mutha fucka. So BEYOND done. Last night, after we got out of work, he called Mandi's phone...he wanted me to come home and get a necklace he'd left in my room so he could give it to someone. Whatever, he was talkin shit and I just wanted him to shut up so we came back over here and I got it for him. When I took it outside ( Read more... )

I haven't talked to Pac since Sunday. I hate this, I really do. Why do I keep putting myself through this shit? I am better than this. That isn't a question, it's a statement. I KNOW I deserve better, but I want him. That makes me stupid. I'm hurting myself, I wish I was smart enough to quit him.

Hm...I wish I wasn't so stuck on dude. I do love him, but it sucks most of the time.

Ok, not only did I not break up with him...I told him I love him. Someone kick me, please.

I am the most pathetic person to walk the face of this planet. I have not yet told him that I want to break up with him...in fact, last night I called him and told him I miss him and want to see him. I suck. Why can't I get him out of my system? Honestly, this is no type of relationship. Who doesn't see their bf/gf but like once a week??? I ( Read more... )

Ok, I am REALLY breaking up with him this time. I did pros and cons and there are a LOT more cons than pros...that, and I haven't talked to him in two days ( Read more... )

Ok, so I have no resolve...because I'm back wit Pac. I can't help it...I'm totally hung up on him. He's so damn cute and he can be so sweet and he is very well intentioned...even if he doesn't always come through, and even though he has a really quick temper. I know this is kind of bad, but I'm letting myself be in it anyway. I could have ( Read more... )

Jackie and I broke up last night...so I stayed up til like 5:30 kickin it with Mandi, Q, and Marcus. Definitely more fun than waiting on Jackie's stupid ass. I guess technically he dumped me, but I think it was a preemptive dumping...we started talking and I told him how I was feeling and that the way things had been going lately wasn't really ( Read more... )