i've been a bad bad girl
i've been careless with a delicate man
and it's a sad sad world
when a girl will break a boy
just because she can

don't you tell me to deny it
i've done wrong and i wanna suffer for my sinsi've come to you ( Read more... )

So I got back from the Darke County Juvenile Court which was my 2nd time there in less than a week & we had to fill out all kinds of papers & basically my probation contract is:

1) Cooperate with my probation officer ( Read more... )

I have a problem that I can not explain
I have no reason why it should've been so plain
I have no questions but I sure have an excuse
I lack the reason why I should be so confusedYou know why I'm so good at advice and helping people? It's easy. Its the things I don't have. It's the things I want to give other people the chance to have. It's the ( Read more... )

So maybe I just don't want things to be like this. Maybe I do ( Read more... )

Why does tonite, have to end?
Why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
We'll skip the goodbyes.
If I had it my way,
I'd turn the car around and we'd runawayI caught myself this time. I caught myself almost forgetting what it was like to have you here. What it's like now without you next to me. Is it that maybe I'm convincing ( Read more... )

I am going to grab you by the collar, push my lips to your ear and whisper in my most murderous tone "I am not only a good girl I am the best good girl there is." When you kiss me, I won't even like it. It won't matter how the blood rushes to the surface of my cheeks, the hair on the back of my neck stands up or my heart beats right out of my chest ( Read more... )

Sometimes I sit and think and wonder if he really does still care about me. Can he tell that I still have something for him? Sometimes I would give anything imaginable to be able to make him understand...but you never will.

You'll never understand why I hurt so much because you're not the one who is crying, you're not the one who is left behind, ( Read more... )

i`ve been telling this same story over and over again..and now no one wants to hear it anymore. so it plays over and over in my head, for i am the only one listening. this is the lowest point i`ve ever been at. i`m going to stop trying, my effort or lack of, makes no difference anyways. i know that you lied to me -> the truth that you swore was the ( Read more... )

it`s amazing the feeling you get .. when everything stops around you, everything blurs and all you can see is your index finger and thumb holding onto your world. that familiar sweet friction serenades the porcelain that is your skin .. tiny glass beads delicately form around the blade, a soft crimson dream patiently drools down your arm. and you ( Read more... )

BRAD ( Read more... )