You know the old saying "Home is Where the Heart Is"? Well I'm getting really confused then as to where my home is. I've put a lot of time and money into my house, and yet I can't stand to be in it. My heart is certainly not back with my parents because, while I love them to death, I hate most everything else about that town. Not to mention that my ( Read more... )

The Love Game ( Read more... )

I know they say you shouldn't have to change for anyone.  And I've always believed that people should accept me the way I am, or get lost.  But what if there are certain things that maybe you do need to change.  Let's face it, everyone has some traits that are less than amiable.  Some qualities can in certain situations be weaknesses.  Perhaps ( Read more... )

SO I've been in kind of a funk the past couple days.  I think I'm setting myself up for the same heartache I always end up with, even though I promised myself I wouldn't let it happen this time.  Silly me, I should know better than to trust myself.  Maybe I'm just a masochistic psycho and I subconsciously enjoy the pain.  I think maybe I would be ( Read more... )

So I've been working on the paperwork to buy my house, scary!!!  (Both the paperwork and the actual idea of the buying the house).  I've decided that it will be cool if I get it because that one thing that I have accomplished with my life, since none of the other aspects of it appear to be going anywhere (these being career, education, and family ( Read more... )

I have a whole bunch of entries written to sum up the end of the year, but I need to post them from my computer. I just wanted to comment though how everyone has these grand goals for the new year and plans for their lives, and I don't. My only resolution is to not be sick so much. That hardly seems like living, only surviving. And what's worse, is ( Read more... )

So my newest revelation has to do with careers ( Read more... )

It was brought to my attention that I have not written anything here about a certain someone.  In my defense, I haven't written anything here in a while.  But, to appease the livejournal gods, I shall ( Read more... )

If you truly loved me the way you say you do, then you wouldn't be able to live so easily without me.  And if you really loved me then you wouldn't be able to stand seeing me hurt, let alone be the one to hurt me time and again.  You ask what love is?  That is it.  When your words and actions don't match, well then you're a liar.  So please, don't ( Read more... )

O I can't take another heartache, though you say you're my friend, I'm at my wits end.  You say your love is bonafide but that don't coincide with the things that you do. When I ask you, to be nice, you say you gotta be cruel to be kind, in the right measure, cruel to be kind it's a very good sign, cruel to be kind, means taht I love you , baby, ( Read more... )