i read my subject on the bulliten of a school board. but its absolutely right. so not too many changes. i am in my second semester of college. jamie and i are doing well. we recently got a place together. he, lilly, and i are all under one roof now. i like it, i just dont like paying bills, it stresses you out! lilly is growing like a weed. ( Read more... )

so i think the last journal i posted said something about jamie and i getting married??? well... scratch that. i called off the engagement. no, he didnt cheat on me, nor have i cheated on him. everything is fine except for the fact that he aggravates the hell out of me!! i thought him being in the navy would have helped him to grow and mature into ( Read more... )

i just saw jamie this past weekend. we didnt get married. we went to go get married and the woman told us we had to apply for a marriage license 24 hours in advance. we went on a saturday and they arent open on sunday so there was no reason to apply if i was going to be leaving sunday night anyway. id rather have a big church wedding anyway. apryll ( Read more... )

i am in chicago, ill. yeah. i know. i have never been this far north. the furthest i had been before this was tenn. anyway. i left for atl, ga. yesterday. spent the night with my aunt and left for the airport this morning. the flight wasnt bad at all. i thought flying would be a little scary. but it wasnt. i made it here to the airport and jamie ( Read more... )

my teacher just said that word and i felt like i should put it as my subject line. i like that word... it describes me...i am in class right now. i thought college would be different than hs...but its really not too different.. i still hate it. i guess ill always hate school. i think its because of the fact that i have someone telling me what to do ( Read more... )

it has been such a long time. i didnt think i would still have my account. so... i graduated high school on may 25, 2006. it was a nice ceremony and all. i am now enrolled in college, a technical college here in my town and i am taking 15 hours a week. i am also working 2 jobs. a waitress at pizza hut and a clerk at movie gallery. lilly will be a ( Read more... )

my birthday was april the seventh. i am legal now! i can buy my own ciggs! it was a good birthday. i didnt get a lot but i went off with jamie, tj, and jamies cousin and we had us a good old time. :) yeah... did we... i love jamie so much. i really do. i am overwhelmed with love for him. he means so much to me... (sigh)....hmmmm..... anyway... i ( Read more... )

my birthday is in 2 days. i cant wait. i mean, its not that big of a deal but i am happy i will be able to buy ciggs on my own.. ha! yes! yes, i know, its a shame. but i do smoke. so deal with it. lol. we (jamie, tj, jamies cousin, and i) are all going to valdosta ga. to wild adventures. well atleat for one day. i want to get another tattoo or ( Read more... )

i am starving. i am waiting for my dad to get home so i can leave for work. but before i go to work i am stopping somewhere to get me some food... my lips hurt. they feel like i peeled all the skin off. jamie and i were kissing alot last night.maybe that is why my lips feel the way they do. last night my friend called. well my best friend. she ( Read more... )

well i just got home from school. i get out at 1:35 now and i dont have to work so i came straight home. i have no money to do anything with and no gas to ride around on so i just had to come home. plus i had some things i needed to do. chores and all. but i thought id get on the computer first and blow a few minutes. so today was a good day. i ( Read more... )