so its been almost six months since my last entry...and it wasnt all that pretty. well to make a short story even shorter, i havent had any sudden and extreme life changes, except i've began to get more excerise. i also realized in the six months i've been away i did a lot of growing up...mentally that is. oh and i bought a new car, she's a pretty ( Read more... )

man, whatever, fuck this shit im moving to some backwood swamp in luisiana with nothing to keep me company, but a banjo and a rifle....

well, my life has gone to the dogs...i dont even know where to start, so it might be best if i dont. at least we went to the wing house last night. that was cool, we'll have to do it again some time...and we should all go to bush gardens the next time...that would be butter

fucking hell, just for once, i wish that shit went the way its supposed to. all i was looking forward to all this month was getting my liscence and im getting it the 25th, but now my mother took my car out last weekend and she obliterated the tranny on my car...it would be a waste of money to fix it, so i have to somehow get some one to at least ( Read more... )

lately, i've been getting this overwhelming urge to swim...god i miss water deep enough to swim in. i havent done it in so long im out of shape...i wish i had a pool.

liscence+ me= the 25th...oh, shea....

i felt like updating, but now i'd just rather crawl in a hole and never see the light of day again...peace.

life is now on the up-and-up. yesterday i went to amanda's house. .i swear, the more i see her and talk to her, the more i fall in love with her.we watched a movie and ect. she almost bit my right nipple off and she left a few bite marks. its a good thing im 18 or else my mother would shoot dirty looks at me. anyway, last of my lessons was today, ( Read more... )

ok, so i just came back from my lesson, a complete waste of time, cuz i ate very little yesterday, and nothing but a cup of coffee today, and i didnt feel right, im all slightly shaking and everything...it hasnt been this bad in a long time, now i have to reschedule another lesson and ect. it started out ok, but then when we got to i/4 and i had to ( Read more... )

so, yeah, i got payed today, and the only thing they changed in my schedule was that i start at 7:30 and leave at 3:30 on saturdays, and it doesnt take effect until next week. so yeah...i hope they give me my friggin evaluation soon so i can get my damned raise and i have more money and i can buy more cool shit. so yea, about amanda, im so paranoid ( Read more... )