half of my heart is the part of a man who's never truly loved anything

trying to grab hold, trying not to watch,
i wasted it all on the hands of the clock.
but in the end, no matter what i pretend,
the journey is more important than the end or the start.
and what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of the time when i tried so hard

It's funny to read through your old entries, and see the way you were and the way you are. as I scrolled through it all tonight as i looked for something to do, it was refreshing to get some insight from me, and to know that despite not having been here for such a long time, that to read through it brought back some great feelings. now to jot down ( Read more... )

RESOLUTIONS ( Read more... )

so, 2009; i don't know if there are words to describe the occurrences, the ups and downs, all the joy and sadness and anger and happiness. to look back on it, i'm just glad i made it this far when things seemed so bleak and down at certain points and in many aspects of life ( Read more... )

i really need to write in this thing soon. but life in a nutshell right now can only be described as such; nothing is as it was planned to be, and the absence and presence of those close is either now obselete without warning or up in the air completely. this apartment has gone from 5 to only 2 now who are guaranteed. in not knowing that these ( Read more... )

so it's been a while. and to no avail, not much is new. yet!

alli, sean, and myself have kind of just been celebrating their escape from what they've experienced their entire lives i guess is how i would put it. we've been staying up late, hanging out with people to get them settled, doing ordinary and also extraordinary things to shake it up and ( Read more... )

soooo life is pretty boring lately, workin the usual stuff, nothing exciting ( Read more... )

i haven't posted during the day in forever, time to bring back some old routines.

So as I guessed, I've just been working day in and out, getting good hours and awful tips, and doing business as usual at the OG even though I hate it. The amount of work input does not match the overall money output; and it's getting old fast. I've applied at several ( Read more... )

it's only been a month since i've written here, but DAMN has a lot changed! :) I'll go over everything important that i can remember ( Read more... )