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the last 2 weeks have been hell i lost one of my best friends cuz i used to do drugs and i smoke. then my other best friend doesn't want anything to do with me and i don't know why. my mom is driving me insane like normal but its gotten worse. one of my brothers just got out of the syco ward and my mom is kicking him out ofour house and that pisses ( Read more... )

today was actually pretty good and i am just chillin befor ei have to go back to school on the 19th. im or email me at hotchik1721@netscape.net and im hotchik1721 i have to go so later.

hey whats up everyone? the week has barley started and i'm already dealing with shit i don't need to be bothered with. but i can't say no cuz theres something goin on with my best friend and i'm not about to leave him out in the cold(figure of speech). I know he likes me and i like him back and he i don't think knows that. i think hes upset cuz he ( Read more... )

i feel so alone in the world. like no one cares. i feel like i have no one to talk to about the way i feel. Today really stunk i didn't do anything and i didn't get to smoke cuz my bro was home so that made seem like hell and i'm so ready for my friend to came back from cali so i can vent to him and tell him whats been goin on. I think its sad that ( Read more... )

here it is again the depression ihave no idea where it is coming from since i'm still taking my pills.if anyone out there is reading plz reply w/ help. i would appericiate later.

hey everyone whats up?
idk whats wrong w/ me but i'm gettin depressed again and i haven't had any drugs and my medicine has been working fine. I don't know how to tell my doctor so i'm not going to well i have to go i'll talk to you all later bye.