so i was like f livejournal i don't need that anymore... then in a moment of pure boredom and laziness today i re-read all of my recent entries and decided that it's nice to have some place to write stuff down, if for no other reason than to read this shit months down the line and remember what i was up to ( Read more... )

"is it so wrong to be in love with an infant?" - jess and i about our new love, aka ross's little brother max... who is 17. we love him, and not like ohhh he's so cute, i love him, but like, i want to be with him for the rest of my life, love him. i was broken hearted when he went back to the airport, to go home, to his girlfriend. sigh. why do ( Read more... )

so me and nina just had a date. and here's why it was beyond wonderful ( Read more... )

so i just had to like summarize my life in a little speech for one of my classes, and it's weird how little has happened, yet so much i suppose. most people in class that have gone already have had people dying around them, huge life changes, moving houses like every year, parents divorcing, and i've had nothing big like that. makes me kinda ( Read more... )

so rossy has a dingle (double single) which means he has two beds and two desks and everything... so he put his 2 beds together to make a huuuuge ass bed, and today we (ross, nina, meg, klink, jess, and i) all had a huge orgy on it and it was great. and by orgy i mean we were all cuddling in our hungover/tired/puke covered states and i loved every ( Read more... )

it's weird when things you just pretend don't happen actually do happen and you hear all about them... and you're like wtf mate, that can't happen! anyone? nevermind ( Read more... )

god i hate when people think that they know what's best for you. like, hi, i'm here too, i can think about my life and make good decisions about it thanks. and then they judge you and they're like, oh, well she's wrong about how she's handling things ( Read more... )

alright y'all i'm taking off for minnesota with pops tomorrow morning, and won't return until wednesday maybe thursday. so you can't call (blahhhhh) and i won't be online because my internet isn't working so ahhhh you can't get a hold of me at all. so if you gotta say something call my phone leave a message and i'll call you back when i get out ( Read more... )

it's weird when you're not feeling what you should be feeling. and then you hafta pretend you feel it because you're supposed to be feeling it. but then people figure you out and you're like fuck, why am i pretending.

yep.

i hate that sleep takes priority over everything this summer. if i don't get enough sleep i'm crap at work the next day. it's just not fair to the kids or myself. so why should i always hafta be the bad guy?

this post probably doesn't make sense to anyone. whatev.