so, haven't had a journal in quite some time (as you can see...) but i have been moving lately and in doing so found several notebooks and journals from when i was a little girl and scattered throughout my life since then. kinda odd... so i figured i would continue my sporadic trend and write on! so.... tada ( Read more... )

OMG livejournal.... realy? weird

fuck this.
i am a single woman. broken heart included

it's been forever. i realise that. but.... can you blame me? things have been pretty insane lately and i've just been trying to hold on for dear life. insane. uhhhh just fyi, i probably don't have your phone number anymore, so you should fill me in. cause my phone... ipod.. and wallet was stolen. so i'm a bit fucked... more fucked actualy. oh well ( Read more... )

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo depressed. i hate everything. really. i'm so stressed out! and everything is faling down around me.
god damn it. not again.

well..... febuary 9th will be ben and i one year officialy. pretty gay huh ( Read more... )

lordy. things are suckin HARDxCORE. holidays blow. i tried... realy i did. but they've yet to make a scrooge out of me ( Read more... )

maybe a comma ( Read more... )

well.... things are steadily slipping downwards. i'm so stressed, i'm so tired and i don't know what to do about it. i feel so utterly alone... ben has faded so much, i just don't beleive he loves me, i just can't. to work, to school.... home. and repeat. this life is utter shit. i have to tell myself that it'll all be worth it, that i havn't gone ( Read more... )

'appy pirates day to yee me mates.
*love*