green tea is a beautiful thing.
much like chai tea.

i wish i was a bear, and could hibernate all through the winter. just sleep for months at a time. yes, that would be nice.

...i'll edit this later

and then there's a crash ..

i guess it would be 4 days now?

me: i need to find my lighter.
got all high and forgot where i put it.
does that say stoner or what?
maggie: haha that screams stoner.

show your desperation.
why is this hurting me so much? what am i so afraid of?
nine years is a long time in a short life.
things need to get worse before they can get better
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hmm now they need to get better. :-/

I wont let this quit.
I need to just lay in the grass, dragging and hitting, sighing and smiling. I need to just be. with someone. content. Just right.

i said shiiit. god damn. get off yo' ass and jam. all the thugs in da club lemma seeya get a mug all da ho's get l-l-low now. a little lower now. a little lower now. a little lower now ( Read more... )

I feel like i missing something, or something is wrong ...and i dont know what. like its me against the world, and no ones one my side. i'm paranoid that everyone doesnt' want to me with me, and doesn't want to talk to me, the only thing thats reassuring is that these kittens are surrounding me,and candice starting hysterically laughing at ( Read more... )

Soon i'll be gone.

(but not soon enough.)

Where has everyone gone?