im talkin to chris now..i really miss him we decided to name our baby girl alyssa marie (r.i.p. little one! <3) and we decided were going to name our son christopher matthew im so glad to be talkin to him now!

hey..i still havent talked to chris. i really wish he`d call or come over or something so we could pick out a name for our little girl... =\ so chris if u read this gimme a call ( Read more... )

omg i just got back from the doctors...i have the worst news ever!!! omg...ok well i was gonna have twins..i lost one of the babies...the other one is fine but i lost a baby!! i cant believe this...one of my babies...gone...i was supposed to have a boy and a girl and now my baby girl is gone...chris do you think you could please come over soon or ( Read more... )

hey ppl i decided since my whole life is changin might as well change my journal do u like the new backround? im almost a month pregnant...scary thought...im livin wit my big bro em for now since my mum doesnt want me..thanx em 4 everything <3...well idk what else..comment if u care...

ive never felt so...out of place before..so unwanted..i dont even know what to do anymore..i definately cannot have these babies without chris..i thought we were supposed to be in this together...im thinkin maybe i should just have an abortion..i dont even know anymore...i really dont...my mom said she doesnt want me to live here anymore because im ( Read more... )

hey everyone i been kinda sad lately...idk what to do anymore idk why im so sad all the time i havent talked to chris in so long i just hope he still loves me...i read melissa from dreams journal..she likes chris...great..im just so scared about the baby and everything and i know that everyones here for me but sometimes i just feel so alone...

hey everyone whats uppppp hehehe wheres everyone been i been so bored lately in like a week ill be a month pregnant! its scary but than again im so excited!! chris i cant wait hehe i love u sooooo much boy!!

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hey everyone sry i havent updated in a while heheh im just gettin so excited even if i gotta wait till like july for my twins im just so excited!! chris myparents wanted to know if u wanted to come out to lunch with us later hehe :-\ call me in a little while if u wanna come! :-D

omgosh everyone i went to the doctors today! he said even though im only about a couple weeks pregnant so far things look like theyre going fine and he thinks (or is pretty sure) im gonna have twins!!!! can ubeileve that?! twins!! CHRIS!! twins!!! we dunno the gender yet but...TWINS!!!! i mean even tho i am kinda young i am just so happy and i ( Read more... )