wow, i almost forgot my password to log in ( Read more... )

well, back to seattle in about 2 weeks. at this point i don't really know how i feel about it. i don't know where the summer has gone. it came and went and now i'm left with this overwhelming feeling of anxiety. i feel like there is so much to do...there IS so much to do. it's like every limb is being pulled in every direction and i can't bring ( Read more... )

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I started my new job. calling people 8 hours a day to book car service appointments. i hate it. i already hate it ( Read more... )

school's out for the summer ( Read more... )

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

i'm up there onstage and i know that they can all see right fucking through me...

and that's all i can think about.

i am so ready for this school year to end ( Read more... )

happy valentine's day everyone.
and for the ladies...happy v-day! love yourself today, gals.

me and james went to patty's egg nest. so fucking good. i had the chicken fried steak breakfast special and devoured it. every last bite.

masturbation and food...is there anything else worth mentioning? hmmm...no.

the last performance of 'what we take away' was today. it was fucking awful. the audience left immediately after the show to avoid having to lie to us about how we 'did a great job'. ouch.
at least it's over.

in the midst of all this unnecessary unjust undeserved (will we or won't we get evicted?) bullshit i experience what is truly meaningful.
don't expect me to explain.

i just had the best fucking class ever.
i felt like we united for the first time.

thank you for the perspective.
"you know you're just what i needed..."