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iknowiknowiknowiknow
Liberation consists in experiencing and understanding fully and clearly that everything is impermanent and seeing that there is quite literally nothing to worry about.
Oh, if only I could live my beliefs on a daily basis. I know this, I know all relationships are finite, I know in my head and my heart, I know I know, but jeezusgodf^*kingdamn, it ( Read more... ) -
wishing I could call you
Hi Brian:
Not much going on; I've just been repeatedly hit the last few days with the urge to call you. A song will play on the radio that will bring you to mind or a thought pops into my head, and I want to call, and tell you I was thinking of you. Although I haven't heard Rush lately, not the insanely spontaneous way I was hearing their songs ( Read more... ) -
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Dear Brian:
I remembered today, after a week of hard days, that when we left your body in the hospital, I did not say 'good-bye.' I said 'see you soon.' For some reason, this gave me a great deal of comfort. Not that I'm planning on offing myself so as to join you any time soon, but it gave me a different perspective. If my last 30+ years have ( Read more... ) -
found this, thought of you
Hi Brian:
I'm still not sure if I really like this poem or essay or whateva it is, but I thought I'd post it. I'll chew on it some more, maybe remove it at a later date, maybe it will grow on me.
I love you,
Ann
Death is nothing at all. It does not count.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
Nothing has happened.
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I'm not quite sure about this
Dear Brian:
So, yes, I'm not quite sure about this, but I miss you, and journaling isn't quite cutting it. Besides, surely there's IT access wherever you are, or you can see this from whatever plane of existence.
You sent out a few questionnaire emails early this year before we knew the cancer was incurable. One asked people to describe you in one ( Read more... )
