I hope they total out my car. I'd get like $8 back, and I only owe $5,100 it. So I'd have a nice down payment on a new one. I want to get an SUV but since those are too expensive, I'm thinking a Mercury Cougar, even though it is only two doors. But Gillien's big enough now that it's not to big a pain to deal with. Or if not a Cougar a fully ( Read more... )

This has been a hell of a week. Not necessarily bad, just hectic. Gillen was sick Wednesday. Then Friday I was beyond busy. I had all of 30 minutes to myself to get a shower in and BJ called me to inform me he had gotten in an accident in my car. So my car might be totaled out, I'll find out this week. I actually wouldn't mind, I paid less for ( Read more... )

My poor Gilly Billy is sick. She puked at daycare and then the whole way home. Poor thing. And her daycare teacher(Liz) was treating her like she had Leprosy. It was the third child to puke that day, I hope she didn't treat them all like that. Maybe she just acted like that once I got there, she does have that kind of sense of humor.

So I believe all my male drama has been squashed for now. James and I went out to dinner and ended up having like a 3 hour conversation. Something just keeps pulling us together, and we both really care about each other. But niether one of us wants to be sneaking around anymore. So we've decided to be friends for now. It's werid how we feel ( Read more... )

Dude I totally suck. I aways forget to call my friend on her birthday. I know every year that her birthday is coming up. I even remember that it's on the 6th, but come the 6th and I never realize what day it is. I suck so much, and she the kind of person who get's realy hurt when you don't call her. Well guess there's nothing I can do. But I

I've been crying too much lately. I've been too depressed. I hate people like that. I always said I was stronger then that. I was in control, no guy would walk on me. Yeah and now I'm happy for like a minute and then all pouty and hurt, and wanna crawl in some dark hole and cry. Why am I so pathetic. It's gay, I wanna slap myself. But I can ( Read more... )

All I want to do is sit here and veg out all day. Actually I want James to come hook my DVD player up in my room so I can sit back there and drift in and out of consciousness while watching Jonny Depp. Ummm Jonny. So much homework to do, too much stress revolving around it. I'll get it done, and be bogged down with more by Tuesday. It's so ( Read more... )

ARRRRR. I curse the double X chromosomes. I'm moody, I have cramps, my back hurts, I have a headache, etc. etc. all because I'm not pregnant. What the hell, it's like natures way of telling you to get knocked up. Well fuck you nature. And the radio sucks, I yelled at it today for sucking so much. And my daughter seems to take pleasure in ( Read more... )

I'm up too early. I've been up since 4:30 this morning. I eventually went to Starbucks once I gave up on going back to sleep. The Starbucks Annie works at is right next to a couple of private schools, so I watched abunch of Catholic/Christian whatever school girls in their uniforms buy coffee and thought about how many guys I know who would love ( Read more... )

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