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Okay that was my sappy entry, it was going to be longer but my friend made me go smoke a cigarette and some how my mind wondered and I went back to when I went to daycare in Beverly Hills. And I remembered Alex Fisher. The first guy I ever wanted to marry (well who I wasn't related to). He was this rich kid who was 13 when I was 11. His mom was ( Read more... )

How can one person make you feel so good? How is it that they can make the world melt way? The mere thought of them makes you smile, despite the pain, the obstacles, and the past.

There's a Fetish Con this Sept. unfortunatly it's in FL. Which sucks. If I wasn't in school I would be there in a second. There's a Bondage Con in Jan. in Las Vegas, maybe I'll go to Cali. for winter break and drive up to it. I hope I can find some friends to go with me, if nothing else I'm sure I can get someone from Cali. to go with me, if ( Read more... )

Today is such a dreary day. If it were raining it'd be nice, but it's not, so it's depressing. Which matches my mood. I am so sick of writing about how miserable I am. It's gay, I hate those people who just bitch all the time, I wish I could slap them. *Slaps herself* So although nothing has changed I'm deciding to just say fuck it all, at ( Read more... )

So I'm just getting sicker. I woke up at like 4 this morning and puked my guts up. Unfortunatly the toilet seat was down, go figure I live with two males and they chose to leave the seat down for once. So as I'm cleaning everything up, and cursing my life, my roommate walked over to the bathroom to see what was going on and was surprised by a ( Read more... )

My little girl is 2 today. We took her to Toys R Us. She got one of those cars you push with ur feet. Some markers and paint that only mark on special paper, a new doll and like 6 outfits. They actually have good prices on clothes there. We found a motorized Corvette for like $300, my mom wants my dad to go in with her on it and it get it for ( Read more... )

What do you think happens after you die? Abunch of people are sad, and ur body rots ( Read more... )

I am so not use to being single. I haven't been single since I was like 14. Dated Ronnie, jumped straight to James, and then Bj. So now when I go to bed alone, and don't have to do everything with a particular person it's kinda strange. Plus I'm living with two guys now so I have to get use to that. Not that Sean is a difficult person to live ( Read more... )

I'm making the soundtrack for my uncles funereal. I'm listening to each song twice to make sure their perfect, no skip or anything. It's making me have flash backs of my uncle. I can't believe he's gone. He's too young to be dead. I know that's life and u can't go anything about it, but really if u knew this man you wouldn't find any fault in ( Read more... )