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i'm 17 now. cool. best day in a while

i hate when my friends i get into little, pointless fights. glad things are better, though. i forgive you, for the most part. you're too good to let go.

i'm sitting at my dad's. it's cold outside, finally. anna and i spent the evening today on wednesday. drank hot apple cider, cuddled with her kittens, went to lenox, and watched the blair witch ( Read more... )

what.the.fuck.am.i.doing.

i'm really over him. i think. i hope.

i have a boyfriend named julian. i really like him and he's really sweet. yay!

i went to a car meet last night; it was awesome. julian gave me an ipod, but the screen is broken. it'll cost  some cash to get fixed, but thats better than buying a whole ipod.

i love regina spektor...and markus satryb. just putting it out there.

i just can't seem to focus anymore. my nerves are wearing thin. thank goodness tomorrow is friday. i don't feel like going to school. i don't want to go. i don't want to. i don't want. i don't. i. i. i. i can't believe it. you. it. us. we. are we a we or are we a you and a me? you ( Read more... )

i was so naive. i was so stupid. i want to erase him from my mind completely.

i don't really know what you're expecting, but this is what i wrote.

i like how your body is warm in the mornings. i like the way you kiss me when you're exhausted. i like how indecisive you are; it reminds me of myself. i like the way your hair curls and the way it lays across your forehead. i like how you walk. you're so light-footed. i guess you ( Read more... )

he left me. after all that

i think it's time that i have an update about markus and i. everything about us.
i met him when i was .. well.. young. i think it was back in 2005. of course he doesn't remember ever meeting me, but most people didn't back then, either. i wasn't a very visible person. then again, i still feel invisible half of the time.. anyway, i re-met him almost ( Read more... )