the uncertainty im feeling is worse than knowing it is wrong ( Read more... )

3,910 words. i'm done.

-you're so low. you're so ignorant. you're white trash. you're everything i've always hated about this place and i want nothing to do with you. screw you and everyone who's like you. i hope i dont see you around town ( Read more... )

this time around ( Read more... )

tomorrow it begins again. It feels like i'm jumping into a pool of ice water. i cant wait for the numbness to take over.

you rely on what you get high on and you last just as long as it serves you. it kills you, it keeps you alive. can we do anything for you now?

this is where your sanity gives in (and love begins). never lose your grip, dont trip, dont fall, you'll lose it all. oh it's a strange desire, you can not lie.

this is where my sanity gives in.

i am lost. i am not surprised.

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i can't explain it. i have no one i can tell ( Read more... )

I miss my friend. I miss her dearly. It's been about a year since you left. So much has happened, I want to tell you all about it. I know you've changed; I can see it in the pictures. I want you to tell me all about it. Wouldn't that be grand?