life is broken, life is hard, life is life is life is life is life. here i am a part of it, what the hell? i feel so strange, like big things are shifting, continents of my life are drifting and im only vaguely aware. and where are they going, where am i going, where are we going? no clue. im floating away from here ( Read more... )

I am completely done applying to UF! yay!

I am completely done applying to Brown University!!!
one down!

i try so hard to close out certain parts of my life, but they never really disappear, they just fade away until some trigger makes them resurface. i keep waiting for life to let me breathe, let me sleep, let me remember, but things are speeding up, not slowing down.

i've told a lot of people's stories, but have i ever told my own? often, i look back ( Read more... )

 I'm happy I'm free. I got my whole heart laid out right in front of me and I finally can see the way it's always been. the need for peace starts from within, so I leave my possessions to the wind, I'm done with ever wanting anything. I can die satisfied, no desires do i hide, not today nor for the next 100000000 lives

well i'm scared of ever being ( Read more... )

Ellen had her baby. She's a mother now... it's really hard for me to believe actually. The photos make it easier. I need to go see her and Chad and her new baby soon. But how do we relate now? Can we relate at all? I think I will miss Ellen.

www.myspace.com/uccwinterhaven
ask to be friends with them & find out who they are.

Florida Dance Theatre at 10:30 AM at United Church of Christ on Winter Lake Rd on the 21st of October! Admission is FREE. I'll be there, so call me (608-3122) if you need more details, etc.


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dance performance tomorrow at 10.30 at the Trinity United Church of Christ on Winter Lake Rd. Winter Haven.
wish me luck...

you'll never know.