I just want to know where I am going to live. Is that too much to ask? We found somewhere we like. We found somewhere we can afford. We found somewhere that is twenty minutes from work. Twenty. Minutes. And you don't want us living there because YOU don't know where your warehouse is going to be at the end of the summer? How is that my issue? And ( Read more... )

Does anybody still write on hear? Read posts? Did we used to be friends on here but now you have a new name? Please, let me know. I have every intention of utilizing this site again, beginning today.

I had forgotten how much LJ used to help me sort things out inside my head. I can't wait to get back on here, when I have more time, and get back to writing.

I am sitting in a bathtub in the hotel on Luke Air Force base in Arizona. This is my second to last time I will be seeing Aidan for a year. He's coming home for Christmas, then he's off to Korea for a year. Even since he's signed up, there hasn't been a point where I haven't seen him for more than six months. I am going to miss this mother-fucker. ( Read more... )

I wrote this last night ( Read more... )

I should have expected to get hurt. But for some reason, with Sling, I always want to give it a shot. I was so happy for two and a half months, but look at me now. Was it worth it? I don't know yet. But Dmitriy said it best, "Damn, fuck him". And that's exactly how I feel. I've been drowning myself in work and hanging out with Scotty a lot. He ( Read more... )

What the fuck is wrong with me? Okay, I just woke up from a dream. About her. Yes, The Her. The last girl I loved. Megan. I haven't thought about her in a long time. I heard she was living in Rockford again. I was fine with that. I heard she was working with one of my best friends. It didn't bother me. I can tell the "I'm Gonna Steal Your ( Read more... )

You're the one person I've wanted since I was sixteen. You're the one I've held every other guy up to you. You were the standard they could never live up to. You make me smile, you make me feel good, you make me feel good about myself. Are we more than just friends? I thought we'd moved past the relationship point. I thought we'd moved on to a more ( Read more... )

I'm laying on the couch, in the living room of the apartment of which I just signed a one year lease. I'll get to that later, the lease that is. But right now I'm laying on the couch watching Closer. I love this movie. I have watched it countless times and am still not tired of it ( Read more... )

So, my dad's home from the hospital. Happened Sunday. I thought it was going to be a good week. I get to work on Monday and find out about that fire in Wrigleyville that happened Saturday morning. Also found out my friend Joe was one of the ones who died that morning. The other two guys, Jerrid and Jason, were just acquaintences. I didn't know ( Read more... )