So I just had another one of those weekends. The ones that completely absorb you in some other form of life, but it's just so real to you that you know you could live it. So, I decided to start another live journal, for another part of life. I'll destroy any public references to this journal, because this is my past. I've been waiting a fuckin ( Read more... )

So, friday.. crazy times. Saturday, not that drunk, but I still manage to chip my tooth on a fuckin' bottle of boones. Fuckin boones. Shoulda just drank beer. :( Oh well. Argh.. CS sucks right now. Frustation has entirely set in and my first test is in two days. Eep.

Well, I think the title is pretty self-explanitory. Sighs. But yea, life's all right now. I'm playin' poker like every fuckin' night and doing jack shit of anything else. Woot for poker!

So, my roommate is asleep and I'm playing euchre online as per usual, when suddenly, he sits up and mumbles something incoherent. I say what? and he responds with "street cars". Then I tell him he's not making sense, he should try a sentence and he says thats how it works early in the morning. Then he rolls over and goes back to sleep. Kind of ( Read more... )

Today is day 3 of living in Mason. I've spent most of my time in the Cellar, except when someone has urged me to go out (usually Sam). I'm so ready for everyone to be back on campus. Haven't drank or smoked for two days and I've had this headache from hell. Might be becuz I'm sick. Might be anxiety. Might be a combination of those and lack of ( Read more... )

Kinda faded a bit out of my dazed and confused phase. Right now life is just a lot of contemplating what i need to rebuild and whether i need to transfer or tough it out. Blah... Deciding who my real friends are is a slightly daunting task. Ugh.. I've fucked shit up here a bit. It's not unrepairable, but I really think I should try this one ( Read more... )

So, I'm watchin one of the few people with a more fucked up life than me. Too bad they live in a movie world ( Read more... )

Ahh Winter Term. *sigh* A repeat of this summer, minus the sex and harder drugs. Wow.. what the fuck am I doing? Libby was talking to me about all the risks associated with drugs and I've heard it all before, but she said something else. She asked me if I would be willing to give up my life for this temporary happiness. The bad part was I ( Read more... )

So.. I thought during finals week was the perfect time to have a breakdown. The weekend before was a good friend from home's birthday. I haven't spoken to her in a year and she doesn't answer or return my phone calls or facebook messages. I was thinking about how I can't get ahold of her or Jared, who came to DePauw with me. I was losing my mind ( Read more... )

kudos to laura mcosker for this one ( Read more... )