i think i've pretty much decided i don't want to go to pharmacy school anymore. instead, i would like to get my masters degree in nutritional sciences. i've realized that i'm not all that passionate about pharmacy, but i think nutrition is something i could be passionate about. i guess i'll find out when i take the intro. nutrition class in the ( Read more... )

When I went to pick up a refill of anti-depressants from the Hall Health pharmacy this afternoon, there was a girl sitting in one of the chairs in the waiting room having a full-blown panic attack ( Read more... )

i have panic disorder ( Read more... )

new apartment!!! exciting. i like it a lot. it's really fun living with two cool girls, and my room is nice and big and comfy ( Read more... )

for once since.. last year sometime, everything is going wrong all at once. i'm getting sub-par grades on my tests in all of my classes, which is making me extremely stressed, which is affecting my relationship with jack in a huge way. i've actually cried twice in the past week or so, which is a big deal because i dont really cry anymore. and jack ( Read more... )

wow it's been a long time. if anyone reads this, i guess i should update since i dont talk to many people much anymore ( Read more... )

he is home finally. i was so nervous to see him, i dont know why, but i was almost dreading it. however, about 5 minutes after he picked me up to take me to the park, it was as if he had never been gone ( Read more... )

i am so freaking excited. only one week and one day until jack comes home. and once he is home, we are going to go to the beach a lot and go canoeing and go to bumbershoot (at which i'm also volunteering) and diana and i are going to go to wild waves eventually, and then i'm gonna move in to the cluster early with christina to do the move-in ( Read more... )

my mouth hurts like hell.

only two more weeks till my baby returns.

i am starting to get used to him being gone. which is good i guess..? but the hardest thing is being around guys and having them flirt with me, and forcing myself not to flirt back. blahhhh i just really want to kiss someone. sigh ( Read more... )