its been a long time since ive been on this website. alot of shit has happened, romance, drugs, ive been many places and seen many faces. im not the same kid i was in centralia. i lost myself somewhere between idaho and conneticut. ive been arrested, ive hitch hiked away from the northwest, ive been a homeless junky, and ive had my heart broken( ( Read more... )

so on friday theres gonna be a big party on 1518 bishop road in chehalis. theres gonna be alot of people, drugs, and alchohal so im going. im gonna dress up like david bowie in the labrynth

dopedopedopedope i need some dope. im a geek so i get gacked. 2 teeners in 5 days man.i get no sleep and forget to eat, i got bags under my eyes and the pupils have doubled in size. smokin and slammin and taking lines. smoking dope is crazy times

so yesterday was fucking rad. me and maxx went to my uncles..who ive never really talked to very much. he ended up getting us a 5th of whiskey and a pack of cigarettes. we continued on our adventure to bens house...after we both had a couple shots. we picked up ben grabbed our backbacks and we were off to the trussle,just like old times. kickin ( Read more... )

today i wrote a song ( Read more... )

so responsibility has finally caught up with me. i guess im a hard worker...thats what my boss says, i'll be getting a huge raise next week. im going in on wednesday to get my permit um..goin fishin tomorrow with my grandpa and some "co-workers" of mine. i wasnt talking about you anna with being pissed about girls, thers alot of people that have ( Read more... )

so im finally the slut. im so fed up with some of these girls and theyre fucking drama. who cares get over it. ive forgotten what its like to care. ive forgtotten what its like to be sucked into the bullshit. and im glad. fuck it. amy and kelsey and karrisa are on their way to see me right now. i miss them they were always to stoned to cause drama ( Read more... )

my mind is broken...i cant get over it. im in my own mood: somewhere between depressed and apathetic. ive been leading people on just to see what they would say.. im fucking horrible. i lost my mind somehere among the crowd of sad faces. i chain smoke more than any of my friends...i dont give a fuck i hope i get cancer. i miss my spokane friends. ( Read more... )

i broke my own heart, fuck it i guess, all i need is my guitar. and a bowl of captain crunch.

fuck all of everything. fuck work fuck life fuck all this un bearable drama i just wish it was over. i need a pack of cigarettes and a bottle of rum.