Ok I'm without internet access 24/7 again. I'm only able to write on my lunch break or if I am at the rents place. So if i'm not answering emails its because of that. Just call my cell and i'll call back. The number is 904-302-0959. Also I'm not mad or pissed off at ANYONE! So if someone or anyone thinks i am pissy or whatever at them i'm not. I'd ( Read more... )

THe more I work the more I realize I am getting somewhere despite the constant pressure and lack of understanding. It's been hard and God knows I've got so much further to go but I'm actually starting to push harder. I think I've just gotten mad and dug my feet in and am pushing hard to get things done. I'm gritting my teeth and doing what no one ( Read more... )

i may have a new place. im excited. be happy for me cause its cute. my roomies kick ass. Baj and Chrissy need to get together now lol. its on riverside ave.

amber

OK well we still have to be approved and all but Jen and I filed out the application and all today. We dropped 150 bucks to get it all taken care of. Things have been ok so far. We're obviously still worried about Jerry but honestly he's had plenty of time to make up his mind and he keeps delaying something that needs to happen anyway and jen and i ( Read more... )

things are good. i'm happy so far. over worked and stressed but happy. Even have a guy I'm into....kinda anywy. its still new. well he's an ex but still new now that we're different people. not holding my breath but we'll see whats up. i'm not expecting much from this.

Amber

I'm sick and tired of hating and working for shit i can never have. i'm tired of living up to everyone elses standard and not being able to make a move in my own fucking life without someone gasping in shock and disapproval. i'm going apartment shopping with my roomate tommorrow and my parents can fucking deal with it. I'm gonna talk to andrew ( Read more... )

So this is the last entry i'll ever write about Charlie Lawson. Now that the warning is there if you'd rather not read it then this is the time to look away ( Read more... )

So I dont really know the guy, I'll admit that. Plus i'm pretty sure i'm not his type, which is funny cause he's definetly not mine. Dont get me wrong im not head over heels or anything, lets just say my interest is definetly sparked. He's pretty laid back and chill, which is great for me. lol. He's also pretty fucking smart which could be a ( Read more... )

so the way things are going right now. i'm working my last couple of days here at 4. which blows cause i love it here. but then again you can only survive on just love for so long. So my new job will be a lot more boring and the people wont be the same but then again it never is. i just which i could of stayed. Anyway. things are gonna work out ( Read more... )

Thats just what i did. I just left i slept a lot and i just turned off the cell phone and just relaxed. i did some drawing and writing and even took a nice hot bath.All in all i did nothing physically exciting. Mentally though i started doing what i had done in Atlanta but havent done here in sometime due to lack of time. I talked to myself and to ( Read more... )