So i havent posted in years. I know but right now i need a friend.

i dont understant. Im confused and hurt and feel unwanted. Its been a long time since the last time i felt so rejected. I feel like im losing. like i'm simply not the one. i'm never gonna mean something to someone. I'll never be enough. i think i just need to accept that.

so its been a while but i'm back! I'm currently working at a law firm and dancing in a tribal belly dance group called firestorm. still dating kyle/gravel from porcelain black. going to school.

getting married....... love it

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so like i mentioned in my last entry Im seeing someone else. Things are going really well for us which scares the hell out of me normally but i'm oddly comfortable with it. Anyway we're doing really well. I really like Kyle and i see this going for on for a long time. I really want my friends to meet him. Anyway i'll write more later.

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