its like some times you can find a light when you need it. but then theres always that old flame that just wont die ( Read more... )

im not going to lie. shit is still the same. it hurts everyday. i always have this pian in my stomic that i dont think will ever go away. i dont hurt as much as i once did, but i can still feel it. michael helps alittle, but i cant talk to him about it, not like i want to. i need to talk to some one, someone that will lisstin and understand. i know ( Read more... )

Always leave it to Bitches to fuck shit up.
some one tell me why this feels like a repeat....

for the first time in about 6 months...im happy. i can truely say that im happy.

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Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

Happy Birthday Amanda!!!! I miss you bunches
Have a great birthday!!!he misses her....thier there together, and he misses her ( Read more... )

Now I was once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

well, i guess now you are making plans for your new girl friend's birthday, i just hope you make her feel better than you did on my birthday. also, you should get her something, i know you will cuz thats what you do for your 'friends' right? (dont forget to show her you love her!)

i'm past sad. now i am between bitter and pissed off. your pushing it...