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anneline

Fic: Apologia, Snape/Lupin PG-13

Mar 28, 2006 14:54

Title: Apologia
Characters: Snape/Lupin
Rating: PG-13 or R for some references to slash
Disclaimer: Not mine
Warnings: Angst
Summary: Snape's memories under legilimens.
A/N: Haven't written in ages. Hope I still can. Thanks to my betas schemingreader!

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anneline March 29 2006, 16:55:23 UTC

♥ backatcha!

popehippo March 28 2006, 20:26:56 UTC

Awwwww. ;o;

anneline March 29 2006, 17:02:00 UTC

Thanks, glad you liked it. I love your icon.

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anneline March 29 2006, 17:12:58 UTC

Maybe it's the weather, March can be a depressing month. I admit this is a pretty sad fic. I started writing it right after reading the HBP so maybe that's why it's so gloomy.

etrangere March 28 2006, 20:34:43 UTC

I'm biting my thumb.

Oh. Fucking. God. That's an incredible fic. Achingly painful. And i love that your Lupin's is such a cold bastard. Resplendicent in all his flaws. And Severus is so much Severus, so vulnerable and awkward and fierce and self-hating and their relationship through the years is perfect. You've blown me away.

Sorry's such an awful word, isn't it.

*shivers*

anneline March 29 2006, 18:32:15 UTC

Thank-you for the nice comments. I admit I have a soft spot for angsty romance that spans decades. I imagine with Snape, though, if he fell in love at 12 years old, he'd never love anyone after that. He's seems a very persistent lover in my mind.

rexluscus March 28 2006, 21:38:48 UTC

Holy shit. Yes. Yes, I think it's safe to say you can still write. :)

That was really amazing. Every subsequent scene was like a new twist of the knife. Snape blushing at the bed and then seeing the wolf -- and then being so ashamed when he remembered that -- just killed me. And his clumsy attempts to reach out to Remus after Sirius's death -- ow ow ow. And then the final, worst thing -- Remus riffling through Snape's mind and finding only "these unimportant recollections". Oh god! It was like physical pain, reading this. But a good kind. :)

I'll definitely be rereading this. Probably many times.

anneline March 29 2006, 22:17:55 UTC

Thanks for the nice comments. Snape blushing at the bed was the first image I got for this story, I kind of build everything around that. It seemed a pretty sad thing for Snape. I just wanted to explore the idea of the shack incident not just being scary buy humiliating as well. Poor Snape.