omg. i am so tired lately. while work has become less stressful because i have a actual for real qualified manager it's become more stressful because i'm not happy there. i realized about 2 months ago, cinco de mayo weekend down in tijuana to be exact, that i don't really like helping the general public. i don't mind customer service about 10 ( Read more... )

The sunburn on my face from Joshua Tree last weekend is peeling and it looks nasty. It's mostly towards my hair line and all that flaking skin is in my hair ( Read more... )

Holy shit. November 1st. I know time doesn't actually pass more quickly with age but it doesn't really matter what "actually" happens if it feels the opposite. I love November 1st because it is officially the beginning of the holiday season!!! I hate Starbucks less this time of year b/c of all the pretty xmas decorations and how much nicer our ( Read more... )

I realized the other day that I'm feeling really overwhelmed by everything on my mind lately. I'm feeling stuck in all the processing I've been doing about my current life, my future life, my relationship with Dan, my relationship my mother. I feel like I'm having one conversation and moving on to the next before really taking in the first. ( Read more... )

I just realized that I've lived in LA for over two years. I seriously thought it had only been about a year. I mean I knew it was really more than that but over two years, really? I don't know why I feel so surprised and weird about it.

Oh my fucking god. Where did all my patience go? I used to be so patient with people who were learning and being trained now I want to yell. I haven't met many people I believe to be stupid but this girl at work is so fucking stupid I want to smack her. "How do you turn the wash cycle on for the sanitizer?" Are you kidding me? How about using ( Read more... )

This weekend went by so fast! How? Well, casual hanky-panky didn't work out for this weekend. It was mostly logistics. I'm disappointed b/c I was wantin some pretty bad...It is amazing and funny how many men I DON'T want to sleep with ( Read more... )

I was thinking tonight that I know too many survivors of sexual abuse. I think lots of people know them and don't know it. I know...six survivors of rape and sexual abuse. It's shocking how fucking common it is and no one knows or talks about it. No one talks about how much of that abuse is incest. Half of the people I know who were sexually ( Read more... )

I'm seriously over these cats pissing on the kitchen floor ( Read more... )

So San Francisco was good. This trip is the fourth we've made up in the two years I've been living here and it was a little different. We stayed in a different place than usual and drove a lot more and spent a lot less time on streets-which is all good and bad. It was the first time I did not find myself wanting to move up there. Maybe that's ( Read more... )