hello jeff... hahahaha.

it's been a long time. a way most people start journal entries who don't actually keep a journal. but it's been nearly, what? four months? lots have changed. evan and i are no longer, and i am happy for it. and not in that girl who is wounded says that to make herself feel better kind of way, but in the i laugh about the relationship whenever i ( Read more... )

so i suppose it has been assumed by all of my anonymous viewers that i hate livejournal, because i do. i don't know why i keep it and i don't know why i write, but when it is one o'clock on a saturday afternoon, and you have just emerged from slumber and don't quite wish to start the day for the headache of afterglow bangs on your head and the t- ( Read more... )

So, i have yet to update in a while, partly because nobody actually reads this, and partly because nobody gives a shit. but i am okay with that. maybe it will be therapeutic in the long run to write down what i am thinking, yes ( Read more... )

So I officially feel awful. I don't know why. This sadness overtakes me on occassion and it is a stupid, scary thing. So, I drop off film and sit in my room listening to sad music and am alone and feel sorry for myself by writing in livejournal, whine whine whine. I should just get over it. whatever this "it" is, eh? i give myself a day to get over ( Read more... )

so i'm at college. and i suppose i should be updating about how crazy it is, or the people i am meeting, or the anxiety or SOMETHING. i could talk about how orientation has just felt like summer camp with too much liquor and really good pot, or i could talk about how cozy's soup and burger's grilled cheese is still excellent early before dawn. or ( Read more... )

so. it's been a long time since i posted in this. maybe i forget, or maybe i just have some sort of aversion towards posting. meh, i don't know ( Read more... )

p.s. stoned with my mom.

cool hand luke. paul newman. this is all that must be said.

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