i need to get out of the "european" habit of eating dinner very late. it makes my ar bad and so then i have trouble sleeping. i can't wait till the pills actually start working and i dont have to deal with this nonsense ( Read more... )

why do i get a shot in my butt for asthma? that doesnt make any sense...well yes it does because it is the fleshiest part of my bodacious body but really, since when do i get prednisone in the form of shots ( Read more... )

i turn 21 at midnight! woot!

arrived safely back in the USA with all my luggage ( Read more... )

taking a break from monkey/human watching to eat lunch and get out of the sun. goodness it is really hot up there what with being on the top of a gigantic rock with no shade. no wonder i have been getting so dehydrated. and why i smell so sweaty, but not like bad sweaty like i am a 350 lb overweight middleaged man who gets out of breath by ( Read more... )

so now i am in gibraltar. after all sorts of hassles and emails and faxes and phone calls i finally made it to gibraltar for two weeks of research on barbary macaques before i leave europe and head home to the states for good. and of course, the day i am supposed to begin my research, my asthma kicks in ( Read more... )

let's just start with the fact that no one has ever hurt me so badly in my life. i never knew it could hurt this much to care about someone. and i hate the fact that it is ruining the end of my time here in spain ( Read more... )

and i wish that everytime something like this happens it doesnt a) happen in front of my face and b) result in myself getting hammered ( Read more... )

i hate that he can be so disarmingly charming ( Read more... )

For once I am taking a stand on this issue. No more of me taking it as it goes and just sitting there and watching as life happens to me. I know I sound like a bitch, but oh well, that is how i feel ( Read more... )