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[anniemarie]

Well its another day and I haven't written in so long. I have to now because I'm so tired of holding all this pain inside me, I feel like I'm gonna throw up. I'm gonna have yet another baby. I'm 20 years old!!!! I've not even had a life of my own yet. Guess thats not the biggest concern right now. But what is, is that I'm not married. Do you know

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[dakoda]

Hey, I was just thinking about you the other day

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[anniemarie]

Everytime I'm upset and write in my journal you brighten my day. Thank you for your encouraging words. I know that God is always there, sometimes I just forget that I'm not facing the world alone. And I think God gives me people like you to remind me. You know I turned away from God and back to the world because of my insecurities and my desire to be loved by a man. That has brought me yet back to another tough predicament. Even when I was alone and focused on God I never felt alone. Please do pray for me, and I will pray that God blesses you for being there for others and keeping your faith. You really are a blessing to me.

[dakoda]

I'm glad to hear that you've recieved encouragement through me:) I will keep you in my prayers, stay strong and don't lose hope!

hey annmarie

[sweetgodsent]

hi my name is Meg. How are you doing today?? Good I hope. i was just looking for a friend on here. i didn't know there was that many ppl using livejournals, its crazy! but umm once i clicked on yours, i was deeply moved. and i so wish i could help you and be there for you. I cant imagine what your going through. but i know God understands. He knows what your going through. And you can trust Him. He's always there to help us. I encourage you NOT to do this to yourself or your children again. Meaning, don't let a guy use you like that. It will just bring more heartache and thats not what God wants for you. He wants you to be happy. He wants whats best for you. That's why He told us to save sex for marriage, so we wouldnt have to go through that. I'm not trying to make you feel bad, I know we are human and make mistakes, but you can be forgiven and healed and repent and not go back. God will help you with these babies if you put Him first. Seek Him and he'll take care of your needs. I know He is the only one I can trust (besides my mom)

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[anniemarie]

It is so unbelievable that God knows how much I need him right now. Today has been a really hard day for me and I got on to check my mail and saw this. I am in tears as I am typing this. Not because I'm upset , rather, I'm in awe! Thank you Megan so much for for your words and your prayer. I know God loves me and I truly love him. I put my faith more in people than him and I know thats why I'm where I"m at right now. Its really not so bad knowing that I do have him and he gives me so many opportunities to take advantage of a love and security that no man can give. Please please please pray for me and anyone one reads this pray for me not just to be taken care of in physical ways but spiritually. I know I've messed up so bad. Please pray that that God will allow me closeness with him and help me fight the ways of the world which I'm constantly surrounded by. That is my biggest challenge and where I always fall. Megan you are Godsent. Thank you. I pray God will bless you

Re: hey annmarie

[sweetgodsent]

Hey!!! Wowie!! I wasn't expecting a quick reply since you havent written in your journal in forever, but, that's ok. I'm glad you know He loves you! And that you want to be more closer to him and not follow this world. Thats a good desire. Yes, I will pray for you, but I would like to know if Annmarie is your real name or not. just wondering. If you have aim you can talk to me sometime, my aim names that I use are: Godnmeg777 and SophiaRobin3. And I just made another journal the other day thats www.xanga.com/Sophia_Robin
So those are some ways you can contact me or see whats up. Its so good to hear from you tho. I'm so glad I checked this email address, sorry I didnt sooner. I don't use this one anymore really. The one I use is GodnMeg4E@hotmail.com yep. Well, I really have to go to sleep, but I hope to talk with you soon. Contact me, ok? God bless yah sister!!! *hugs* sweet dreams
Megan K aka Sophia R

if you wanna talk sometime my aim is

[sweetgodsent]

GodnMeg777 aight? :-)

[sarah_smith]

hey i found ur journal by a comment u left on some bodys journla
their user name was jesus christ, and it was all about the mockery of jesus

first i want to say that i am so happy and respect you for what u wrtoe and it makes me sad that most people dont understand the relationship we need with him. and its so hurtful the way people make fun of what they dont no

i can see u havent unpdated ina yera and might not read this but as long as someone does and hears what we have to say about jesus:)

Just Playing Devil's Advocate...

[willowdawnfire]

I'm sorry you are going through a rough time right now. Though, for such a fine Christian, you should have known better than to have sex before marriage. I hate to sound like an asshole, but its kinda your fault you havent had time to "live".

But I honestly hope things get better for you, and that you find the love and care you need and deserve. I'll pray for you.

I also wanted to add, that while your stand against the pseudo-Jesuschrist was admirable in the intent.... I'm sure you must realize, that if God created laughter and joy and happiness... he must have had a goddamn sense of humor. I mean, comon! Look at some of the wildlife on this planet. That should be evidence enough. If anything, while 'God' MIGHT wince a bit... most of the stuff on those posts wasnt anything outright 'disgraceful'. If I were God I would be pretty fucking amused.

- Luthien