Well its another day and I haven't written in so long. I have to now because I'm so tired of holding all this pain inside me, I feel like I'm gonna throw up. I'm gonna have yet another baby. I'm 20 years old!!!! I've not even had a life of my own yet. Guess thats not the biggest concern right now. But what is, is that I'm not married. Do you know ( Read more... )

So........... I dunno what to say. I'm confused in my relationship. I'm in love, but he's slipping away! I"m afraid and I feel alone. I was so in love with him. I don't think it is worth trying anymore. Oh God won't you send me the right man? Somebody who can be a man.So the preacher told me right. Seek God first and the love for man will come ( Read more... )

HEY, HI! Really really long time no write. I only got on today because my bf asked what it was. So anyways, my life was turned upside down. Michael and I slpit finally after all that time of wanting it. Now I am dating a sweetie pie. Stewart is his name. He's 29 and has a little girl. Her b-day is only 2 days away from Drew's. Hehe I always said I ( Read more... )

Silent Night, Holy night ( Read more... )

hey hey hey...lalalala...just got back from church not too long ago..They threw me a baby shower last night and it was nice. Me and Michael are still not on good terms but ya know what...I don't care because honestly God has really come into my life in a special way. No man could ever fill the spot that God has taken in my life. It is actually ( Read more... )

Sleep, Sleep, Sleep, Sleep............................All I do is sleep. So tired all the time. I went to my sisters volleyball game today. It is so much fun to watch her play because she is pretty good. The baby responds to her so well. She talks to him and rubs my belly and he kicks and moves a lot. That is funny because he doesn't even respond ( Read more... )

AHHH......... I have almost decided that Andrew Michael is going to be the name for my son. I am pretty hooked on Andrew anyways. We had communion at church tonight which I thought was pretty cool. I don't ever remember being at a church service with communion before. So wow America has struck Afghanistan. That is pretty amazing. Not that I ( Read more... )

I just realized that compared to eveyone else's journal mine bites... I sound like some old person going through a mid-life crisis. My life isn't as bad as I make it sound. I do have fun sometimes......

WEll the last time I wrote I wasn't very far into my pregnancy. Now I am only 7 1/2 weeks from the due date. WoW!!! I am so scared but very excited. I am becoming more and more impatient as the days seem to linger on now. It is the most unreal wonderful feeling to have something growing inside me. It is also very very uncomfortable. I feel like I ( Read more... )

WoW!!!
I slept all day long. I woke up at around 7 something this evening. I feel so tired. I guess it was cause I slept so long.Now I'll be up all night long again! ugh! Well pretty dull day so night a lot to say.