Nate is here. 
 Nate is queer.

 I'm weak ( Read more... )

 AHHH! 
 I had a crazy breezy weekend. busybusy busy. gettin busy busy busy. mmmmmm gettin busy. 
spent the night in brooklyn last night since i knew my roomie's boyfriend was coming in from canada.thought i would give them some fuck space.  2 of my wonderful lovely lady loves live on one side of the hotel st. George. A boy Man i know(very intamately ( Read more... )

 I am almost in to double digits. 
that scares me a little

but hey. knew what to do with my business. so a great deal of good came out of it

 I kept myself up all night to prepare myself for the "truthiness" of a scene where i need to be engrossed in going to sleep. where i need to be tired and MY only objective, a billion times more immediate than saying any line at all, is to go to bed. 
    its 8. i woke up at 6. went to bed at 4:30.

my partner just texted me. he didnt get home from ( Read more... )

 ditto.

 today i built a tree
today i breathed life into the air

charmed pieces of wood to dance underneath the feet of my eve

I miss theatre

But i LOVVEEE acting!

 It sucks being out of the loop.

I go out of my way to contact a lot of people, and I don't hear alot in return. god forbid anyone would make a first attempt to talk to me. 
It makes me ponder sometimes whether before, i only got the time of day because i was sick. 
  So what did i get out of near death expieriences? one summer worth of friends, ( Read more... )

 I'm in love with a boy i can't have ( Read more... )

 I watched a guy i had sex with (and am still fantazizing about) play on Tv last night. 
it was weird 
i texted him after to say they were amazing
even though they are truthfully better live 
but the point is, i texted him
I have that ability
he told me he can't wait to come back to New York

ME Either!! talk about bestest sexiness! those guitarists know ( Read more... )