these past few days have served as a beautiful release for me in so many ways.

relief of feeling alone and having a body to be in cuddle contact with

epic-ly sweaty releases of toxins and tension in my body

Verbal throw-up of anything i want to say to someone whom i know will care and listen

release of the tension in my flesh to always be so whole ( Read more... )

 there is no is no eye to eye ( Read more... )

 I am ridiculously overwhelmed with designing costumes for my brother's show at NYU. 
its aight so far .
tomorrow is final dress. 
gotta make up some hairstyles tonight. 
weeeeee

 annie wants flesh.
familiar flesh.

 uh. 
i have discovered the angle at which i am attractive. perhaps the only one

from the waist up. High angle looking down. past the neck of a guitar. 
      His not mine.

Go Semi-Precious Weapons! Rode in a cab to the afterparty with Justin Tranter's girlfriend.  so awesome! So drunk! I woke up today with a bruise covering the bottom one third of ( Read more... )

 I worked really really hard today ( Read more... )

I am a fugitive of the newton's laws. 
reprieves into the sky avoiding heavy claws
 why not? 
why not? 
when i feel the need to rise. i rise.
 when i need to cry i bathe my eyes. 
 as long as i keep the tamp tamp with the rhythms of my streets 
can keep direction and handle whatever is on my feet

COME BACK

 yesterday was my bro's 21 bday.
    love my fam.
hot dogs and getting caught in the rain in character shoes. 
      ...ever notice how they're kinda made of cardboard?

 I've been trying really hard at this, tell myself i am awesome, mentality.

i may be out of lies. worn out my one event that was helped me over-shadow all the rejection

I need some successes to keep thinking that what i say is real. because. right now its not.