You felt the urge
the want
the need
To be without me
it's not fear or lack of control over you that threw me into such a disarray
but that in the span of 12 hours and one night alone I am suddenly not enough again.
How many days, how many times have I sat and lost my self worth because of you
because of the actions you chose and the lies my heart

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don't you wish that this was your name (here)
and i was dreaming of your hand

I'd offer my hand but then I'd be lowering my defenses
I'm obliged not obligated I hope you understand


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Everything is effed up straight from the ♥
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart 
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls a p a r t
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
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it's not too much to ask is it?
to want to say so much but saying nothing at all?

i write words rather than speak them. saying them makes me cry. writing allows for an iced over feeling.

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gawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
there is a pretty little kitty sleeping on my lap as i type. and blake is waitin to play halo so i need to get off the comp soon.

im so happy.
so so so so happy.
did you know that?

but only when i forget.
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has my little dog gone oh where oh where can she be?