so, i chopped my hair and in 5 weeks will be on my way to peru! then to work on martha's vineyard for the summer then to california to schoolyschool. my god it has been half a year since i left my home and it will be another half until i find a new one. it makes me a little sad not to have a home but in a good way i think.

well, here i am scary as it is. oh, scary it is but i really really like that. i don't want to write about hopes for a happy relationship because honestly its not that interesting, not as interesting as fear or frustration or anger (i accidently wrote oranger tee hee) or sadness but those hopes are whats here sitting with me. those and some joy ( Read more... )

wow!
this year is over already! life goes by like a humming bird's heart (so fast).
i am about to enter my last year of teenagerdom, oh gosh. thats a lot of pressure to have more good times than ever before. its a worthy effort.

so here i am in middle america which is much much different from central america. its so good to see yous.

i fear i am making huge mistakes with my heart.

my favorite learned word so far is camote it means yam but in costa rica its also slang for crazy ( Read more... )

today was great and cold. tammy and i went to ( Read more... )

i'm pretty sure the place we stayed at last night had mucho spirits neither me or tammy (my lovely silly oldest friend who'll travel with me till nov 9) could sleep. tammy kept waking up and having nightmares about people in our room and i kept waking up thinking someone was sitting on my bed. the woman who ran the places' name was maria elena ( Read more... )

i was a little scared before i got here. small non spanish speaking girl going to costa rica with only 1 also girl friend. you know. but no mas. creepy guys aren't that creepy (guy in the mercado today 'where are you from? heaven?'hahaha), pick pockets aren't everyeveryeverywhere, people are nice, drivers are insane, everyone goes about 20k ( Read more... )

if you guys and gals want to see some (mostly) hawaii pictures. there are some at photobucket.com, go to album: anniee233 or anniee2332 or annieee.
i know the names are inspiring.
happy Martin Luther King Jr. day!
whats your favorite icecream flavor?

the last few days i've been thinking about people, and we are really kind of unexplainable. our range of actions, what we create or destroy, how we affect the world around us varies so much from life to life. there are some similarities almost always, not wanting to be alone, a search for happiness, fufillment, but there is no real definition of ( Read more... )