leaving in about 9 hours and i JUST finished packing.
procrastination.

and my anxiety is ridic.
ugh anxiety.

i took out my nose ring today.
i'm a bit sad, but it never totally healed so i never really enjoyed it fully. so oh well.

last night was awesome. 
it was my cousin's bachelorette party at the hard rock in hollywood.
we saw male dancers and then ( Read more... )

let's all play games with each other.
that hurt one another.
let's date people and treat them like they don't matter.
let's take girlfriends for granted.
and fucking pay more attention to everyone else but her.
let's be selfish and fucking do what we want and not give a shit about her.

you're a waste of my fucking time.
all you do it fuck me over.
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so i decided to go to tallahassee last wednesday with much begging from jay ( Read more... )

yesterday was quite eventful.
i went to my cousin's wedding shower and started drinking martinis, then i went to chili's with becca and av and had a few beers, then to becca's where it all just went down hill. haha. it was a great night.
nice birthday celebration.
except when i twisted my ankle and busted my ass. it still hurts.

and i feel some guilt ( Read more... )

highlight of my night ( Read more... )

all you ever care about is yourself.
i'm getting tired of it.
i wish you'd grow up.

i wish my relationship with my dad wasn't so weird.
sometimes i cry cause i can't force myself to be closer with him.
i just don't think it'll ever change.
and i always tell myself i'm gonna regret this if something happens to him.
but nothing changes.

you think i'm talking about someone else, when really i'm talking about you.

i kinda miss you ( Read more... )