why. (warning. it's long)

[annonymousbob]

Is it beacuse i'm jealous? Do i feel as if i am somehow not able to be, free enough? Is it that i am so confined by the "rules" and the "reprecussions" that i an jealous of those who are not? Do i wish to really be like them? Do i wish to do it? Why? Why do i make a deal of it. Why can i not just accept. I am being pulled in two directions. The

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[shenanogans]

i read the whole thing, and unless i'm completely off, i think i pretty much know what you're talking about. you already know my feelings on the subject, so i'm not going to comment on it. i just have one thing to say that doesn't relate to the subject i just mentioned.

how do you expect people to trust you when you don't trust them?
well, you trust certain people, but not others, and you have no reasoning, but i guess that's the same thing, maybe meaner though.

[annonymousbob]

shannon, what's your email adress, if you have one, i'd rather respond to you through that, not for all to see in my comment, which hasn't anything to do with my post, and you're right, towards the topic

[shenanogans]

skimmilkismyhero@yahoo.com

and about what i said in the previous comment, i'm not mad at you or anything, that's just honestly what i think. sorry if it came off harshly.