i feel so utterly alone. i feel as if i've completely screwed up. people tell me not to talk to her, to give her her space. she'll figure it out eventually, she knows how you feel. well, sure, it's great to hear them say it, it reasures me for a while, then, they go away, and they stop talking to me, and my doubts come back. it is so dificult to
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