Ok, so you all think that love's more than that. I think that love in the sense of one person to another, not selfless love, as one has for a friend, or a loving action, but love between parents, love of a father, love from a father. love from or for a parent, or a relative, or for anyone, is that quote. it wasn't supposed to be just what the words ( Read more... )

So i was perusing the aim away messages/profiles, when i came across this ( Read more... )

Is it beacuse i'm jealous? Do i feel as if i am somehow not able to be, free enough? Is it that i am so confined by the "rules" and the "reprecussions" that i an jealous of those who are not? Do i wish to really be like them? Do i wish to do it? Why? Why do i make a deal of it. Why can i not just accept. I am being pulled in two directions. The ( Read more... )

Colleges suck. I see no real patern to whomever they accept, or deny. They are random, and i'm starting to get worried i won't get into any of the ones i'm applying to. It aparently has more to do with race, or location, or money your parents make, than anything else, and that bothers me so much. It's stupid, it's counter-productive, it spawns ( Read more... )

Is livejournal broken? or are all the people i know just not updating.........lets find out

hello. i bet you've all grown weary, and tired, of my journal, and it's posts. i speak of the journal's posts because that's what they are, in truth. it is not honest, at least, not in my case, i have an extreme inability to tell those of things that are of importance to me. although, i suppose by saying this i am somewhat divulging whomever would ( Read more... )

just so you all know, i updated again. private though, terribly sorry.........

yes sir. they are falling apart. it's crazy how much things have changed in two weeks. not even, a week and a half. well, two weeks is safer i suppose, if you're looking for maximum changing. all that i have, at least i know i have, is music. that's the only constant in my life. without it, i'd probably be doing drugs. or alcohol. or smoking. or ( Read more... )

Yes, my people. This Is A Post. Revel in it's brevity. Shortness. Not-long-windedness. Ah yes, things are grand...... Well, they're not bad. Yes, things are not bad. But i'm sure there are some of you out there (not that i know who you are) who would like things to be horible for me. But, that's not QUITE the case. Annnnyway, i never really say ( Read more... )

There was a private post right before this. But i just thought i'd mark it with this nice public post, so that you all know there's something i wrote, and none of you can read.