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Fuck my whole entire life.
I realize I can't talk to anyone about it.
There's too much history, there's too, too, much everything.
I'm the only one that's going to keep this fucking family together and I have to. And it's expected, but not like this.
I realize now that these have to be my private thoughts. And the island I never wanted to be, I've become.
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Birdy and Boo
Many tried it with me; but there was no one who was as worthy of an advasry as Boo.
I hated her. Was obsessed with her. Outdone by her, hands down, and mad the fuck about it for the wrong reasons. Even when first love's heartbreak, jealousy, and confusion were at play.. it was hard to rationally hate a bitch who was just too fucking good.
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Another year...
I may just disappear. I have the right, I deserve it.
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To a girl;
Seee! That little thing made someone thankful and got you to networking and talking more! Take the reins gurl, you are smart and you aren't coming from a dark place. You can be queen of the scene and that doesn't make you a red queen, or a bitch. Being popular isn't bad. People will come for you because people suck, but in this world if there's ( Read more... ) -
Bittersweet
Doesn't quite cut the bill...
Understatement of the century? Or actually the only word that fits.
I made it. I'm here. Another birthday but really not another birthday at all. Life changes in a week.
Forever.
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You should be stronger than me...
I'm not but I feel alone.
Everyone else gets to vocalize thier Atlas complex publicly.
I'm waiting to see if the man that raised me is gonna give up now or what. I feel like he's left me in the dust for years.
Please tell me this story has another ending.
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This is one of those write down, then burn it moments...
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You want me to keep notes.
So fine, I'll just start writing about you. Ultimately that's what you want....
And I couldn't be more mad about it. Or Confused... Or honored by it.
Because if I'm reading the situation clearly.... You're giving me the responsibility to tell the next chapter of the story that I read when I was a kid. A clubkid.
I didn't even want to meet you. ( Read more... ) -
Post Dated.
Im in Westchester, I came here for fathers day ( Read more... )
