i don't even know what to say. but i am SO damn tired of applying and applying for shit and not getting any of it. if i were truly a masochist, i would tally up all of the things for which i've applied this year and how many of them i've gotten. while i will not take the time to count my attempts, my successes are much easier to calculate: 1. and ( Read more... )

"Sleeping to Dream" -- Jason Mraz

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you
I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town.
I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes
and they all fall down.
And as I lay me down tonight,
I close my eyes, what a beautiful sight.

Sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so tired.
Of ( Read more... )

the source of my "secret admirer" valentine's day rose has been identified.

and it's who i've been secretly pulling for the entire time [though i tried to claim that it wasn't possible].

last night was a good night. and by good night, i mean very good night. sure i only got 5 hours of sleep tops, but it was a great to just sit there and talk for that ( Read more... )

i currently can't think of anything GREAT that happened in 2006, but all in all, it wasn't bad. things ended, people changed, people passed away, i changed, and i've got another year of world experience under my belt. and perhaps a pound or two, but who doesn't?

if you don't, i don't care to hear about it. haha

i'd like to do some sort of 'review' of ( Read more... )

insert a sigh of relief.  last night was just dandy. a bit short, but nice nonetheless.

it's amazing how with some people you can meet up after years of not seeing each other and just pick right up where you left off. kind of bizarre. but it was nice. very surreal. but nice.

lunch today with some peeps from high school. should be a good time. then ( Read more... )

...i'm not ready to back down ( Read more... )

I haven't really updated in a while. My bad. I've found that for the most part, I'm content this year.  It's going well, and though I dread next semester, I'm really happy right now. I've been very irritable lately, especially towards one in particular, but I still think it's his fault and not mine that almost everything he does is annoying. No? ( Read more... )

WHOAAAAAAAAA. hell hath frozen over. i have not a lot to share with the greater good of the world. i very much enjoy being single and have decided that i will be for quite some time. i think it will be good for me. i've told lauren and jojo that they cannot allow me to get into a relationship in the next month and a half. we'll see if they hold up ( Read more... )

I'm finally back from Convention and it was awesome! We met some awesome and got some great ideas so all is good. We were running around like chickens with our heads cut off though, so when I found out that I didn't have to work today, I was in seventh heaven. I was looking forward to being able to be home for a month, but unfortunately my grandma ( Read more... )

Home again once more ( Read more... )