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not pregnant. I know in my mind that having another baby would be financially impossible...and an all around bad idea...and even though I'm relieved that the test was negative...i can't help but also feel a little sad. I don't know why :{

oh well. Jacob needs all my attention right now anyway.

one day.

<3 Sigh <3

I definitley drank wayyy too much coffee this morning and now i'm pacing and jittery...somehow it's nice to feel so awake. I'm watching 16 and pregnant which is a hilarious show ( Read more... )

I need to make friends.

ehhhh.

Soooooo. Basically, for the past two weeks I have experienced THE WORST FUCKING MOST UNREAL FEAR AND ANXIETY. I literally am like, holding my arms in and shaking I am the most afraid at night... when I am alone, and had to have Phil's brother AND father come and check out the weird scratching at the back door TWICE in the SAME NIGHT ( Read more... )

like night and day ( Read more... )

My new medication MAY cause breast enlargement in women....and weight loss.

amazing.

I hope it helps me.

YOU are the MOST FRUSTRATING PERSON...ever!

*SO Frustrated*