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Teenage rant
I'm feeling really stupid at the moment, I've spent that last week caring for and looking after my father for him to repay me as treating me as his verbal punching bag. Because mum is so stressed and pissed off he is 'helping her' by taking me to school, it just so happens that the 20 minute car ride is a great way to tell me what a awful bitch I ( Read more... ) -
It’s amazing how quickly it comes.
I was fine a mintute ago, thinking of what to write. That I had been to the doctors and he put me on more pain medication and that whenever my family has a problem I fell abandoned. I start with my old habits again, drugs and cutting.
When I was 12/13 my brother run a way, we thought he was dead, it was the first time that I had a major addication ( Read more... ) -
To Kali
Yes Kali I am chain smoking, but after what happened with dad I think I have a right to.
(just thought i would write it before you go mad at me, Love ya) -
"ello, and welcome to 'weegieland' --- Oh, and this is BRETT'S ENTRY
Destroy The Peasant's ( Read more... ) -
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1:30 hear banging…fuck they’re hitting waynes car ( Read more... ) -
Well I’m in studio arts and have forgotten my book so now for it’s time for wasten time.
Do people remember the entry about LJ people and I said I like a boy on LJ? Anyway if you do I asked him out! And yes it was a lame ask out- via text message. But then this is only the second time I’ve done this and the first time was a letter, so I’m getting better. I’m not really sure how the date thingy went, I had fun and even went to (evil ( Read more... ) -
This is NOT Nikki's entry. It's Brett's
Hello all of you who read, this is the incomprehensable Brett ( Read more... ) -
The Truth
I try so hard to become well, to not relapse into the half dead stick. Telling myself that what I see is wrong, that no one else sees me the way I do. And I was right, they don’t, they could never handle the ugliness inside of me.
Do I hate him or praise him for telling me the truth, telling me how I look, not to eat, what’s wrong with me.
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In need of help with homework
Question 1. What music do you like?
Question 2. What would be the ultimate t-shirt?
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LJers
Jealous of three because of my own self doubts
One that I like a lot but probably will never have the guts to tell him
I would love to see more of two but fear they see me as a child
I feel bad for one that has tried so hard for me but will never have what they want
A couple I wish not to hear from again
Two that have tried to help me but don’t ( Read more... )