i forgot to mention i got peed on friday night when i was sleeping. stupid puppy. it was funny though. haha.

kmfdm is amazing. NIN, and white zombie, too..this is my favorite music and that's final. aww shitt son..this entry doesn't really have much to do with all the crazy good industrial metal stuff and/or crazy, sexy, pierced boys that i can't find really anywhere. i know who the fuck i am. YES! i was determined. i just need to stabilize myself now.

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things are completely over between bob and i. i love how people throw the word love around..hmm..he told me he was "madly in love" with me before we even started dating. now i don't "excite" him as much as i used to after seeing him once since all this even ever happened. but hey. it kinda makes things easy for me. i don't really feel the same ( Read more... )

ok. so my hair is super purple again. i don't know. i like it a lot. but i liked it blonde a lot too. this weekend i bought a blue shiny jacket and high heels with about 3 1/2 inch heels. oh..and a new ceptum and eyebrow ring. besides those super cool facts. i'm pretty miserable most of the time lately ( Read more... )

yeah. i really just don't know anymore. i got hit on at kfc yesterday by some, i don't know, like 30-ish year old guy waiting in the line. i was only there to say hi to josh. hmmm. fuck. i got home and talked to bob and squeezed whatever it was he was keeping from me for like 3 days out of him..yeah. great. you know what.. fuck everything. he ( Read more... )

i don't know what to say....hmmm..i'm back at school again. i wish someone could just tell me something that can solve my problems. i guess i'm ok though. i hung out with josh again yesterday. we went to walmart so i could pick up some stuff, then we went to see if salvation army was open, it wasn't, then we went to the dollar store and had fun in ( Read more... )

i started to lose my weird..i do not want that to happen. it's all gonna come back. i don't know what to do with people. i love that it's 4:50 in the morning. oh man..i'm thinking about things with me and a boy..i need to do what i need to to do. this update will include quite random subjects. yeah. i need someone to be crazy with. loads of ( Read more... )

reason to smile: because i'm alive

i can't believe nobody, for two weeks, told me that jenny was dead ( Read more... )

what a horrible timing to find out that a boy likes me that i've liked before. horrible, horrible timing. and i guess he's liked me for a while but hasn't known how to show it. hmmm. i wonder what's gonna come out of this. my legs hurt. i walked downtown yesterday. i saw crazylegs (meg) and saw that she got her hair cut and said she's been planning ( Read more... )