My life is EVER so confusing...I DO have a job now...I think I'm in love...and...that's really it. Life is life...good or bad, thick or thin, black or white, it's still life...people are nuts, and they suck, and they're just here to get on your nerves...but humanity is beautiful BECAUSE we're supposed to suck, and we do, and that's just AMAZING ( Read more... )

"She's lost in color where it's beautiful, intoxicated from the deep sleep...deep sleep. Do you wonder what it's like, living in a permenant imagination? Sleeping to escape reality, but you like it like that ( Read more... )

So when I was little, Easter was like THE best holiday EVER! Now it's just a shitty excuse to see and talk to family. So I got my license on Friday, and I've done a LOT of driving since then. On my way home friday night, I was headed east on southern, and I got hit by a GODDAMN EGG! I could barely see out the fucking window...and if I ever randomly ( Read more... )

So, for the record, I didn't actually mean for you all to type-up essays...I was SO kidding. You're all FUCKING NUTS! Anyway, I've been pretty good as of late. Made some new friends...and somewhat ditched some old ones. I've also fortified some friendships...actually just one...but whatever. I had a little bit of vodka tonight, and I've felt(other ( Read more... )

So um...HI! Not too sure what to say except that I'm sorry that I just stopped writing and left most of you in the dark. I've been busy doing a whole lot of nothing. I've been keeping myself active by making frequent trips to my backyard for smoking purposes...among other things. I've been keeping my arms in shape by masturbating like nobody's ( Read more... )

I got kiched out of my dad's house. He yelled at Chris. I'm grounded at my mom's house because I suck. I went to see Kristy at Mt. View tonight...and she was absolutely GORGEOUS! Chris's cat attacked me. My sister and I had some "unfriendly words". My dad took my phone away. I have to go now, but if you want to see me, find out where my mom's house ( Read more... )

Ok...so I'm not as done as I thought I was. I've decided that the whole block of ice thing just isn't a good way to go, so until I think of a better one, Ima stick around. Anyway, I left my smokies at me mum's house...NOT good considering I'm at my old man's house. So I'm STILL CLEAN, and that's good, because that means that the 3 weeks I spent ( Read more... )

I've had it! So I call my friend Red last night, who I like, and haven't talked to in a while. So I ask her what's up, and she sayd she's having sex. Now A.)I like her and care about her alot. B.)She, to my knowledge until then, had maintained her virginity. So anyway, she called me back all upset and said that she had NO IDEA what was going on. ( Read more... )

Story time......when I went to rehab, I had a bag of smokes...somewhere around 2 cartons or so...and I had to give them to my dad, because they don't let you smoke in there. Well when I got out, my dad kept them and "rationed" them out to me...to help me quit, he said. So I'm playing around in my garage, and I open his locker that he keeps baseball ( Read more... )

So I don't know how many of you still read these things....but to those of you who DO, HI! I've missed ALL of you SO much it's not even funny, each of you for your own individual parts you play in my life. I don't know HOW I made it through rehab, because contrary to my origional ideas, they DON'T let you smoke in there. I get to call my FAMILY... ( Read more... )